Revisiting Borderline Personality Disorder and Narcissism in Case Study #2

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At every Fresh New Perspective Level of Consciousness, the Individual gets greater Visibility and Skills that permit them Skills they didn’t have before to Accomplish tasks they couldn’t accomplish before, but also, the New Skills freshly Learned and Received become the very Tools you will need to Achieve the New Trial.

This is why you don’t “advance” through the Trials without the Lesson of the Skill. Because the Trial awards you with the Skill and Tool for the Next Trial.

This is why most people are stuck at Trial #2.

In 2024, I began Case Study #2. It’s one I keep revisiting due to the unique nature of the Individual. I just recently reached Ethical Perspective Stage #1 of the 8th Round, and something called me back to Case Study #2 to review the unresolved case there.

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I cannot be done so quickly with this. The Data is pouring in on this. I can see all the New Math showing up and the Formulas all now behind every Conversation I’ve ever had.

I can see where Vantage Talking was used to “keep my small” — I need to clarify this.

You only know what you are facing when you can “Zoom Out” with our Perspective Scope to See the Big Picture.

Vantage Talkers “Jam your Zoom at Close Up” while they “Give you a Fake Name (A Mask) so you can’t see who and what they really are or just how small they really are.

Only when you can Identify their Vantage Talking Manipulation can you “unjam” your Perspective Scope to Zoom Out and See The Big Picture.

Then you realize just how Small they are and all the Masks they have been wearing so you can’t see their True Size.

“Oh,” you would say. “I see you’re just a Glorified Pinecone Holder with a Fake “PhD” boasting Science, to hide the fact that you really can’t Lead anyone. Which explains why he never accepted my offer to Lead. He couldn’t “Lead” and also maintain the Delusion he built up.

He was a Fraud.

I realized then what he was really doing. He was “trying to get on my good side” by posing as my Assistant when I didn’t need him at all.

I have dealt with “Big Game Hunters” all of my life. It’s why I’m so hard core into this Science.

Big Game Hunters are Real Life Evil Geniuses who seek “Challenging Victims” to boast their Skills. Big Game Hunters are a type of Abuser who makes your average Abusers look like a cake walk. I had 5 of them in my life. They are ruthless and lethal. They are Abuser on an entirely different level.

They purposely build up and empower their Victims to break them down for the “added challenge” of Domination and Breaking them. I was 15 when I was “adopted” by a New York City Attorney/Musician Pedophile who groomed children (usually 12) for trafficking.

The Delusion and Smoke and Mirror Show of Vantage Talkers is Mentally Painful. It is the Manipulation of your Perspective Scope, preventing it from Zooming Out to Full Scope so you can properly assess and Say their True Name.

1. Identify The Vantage Talker

2. Zoom Out to gain their Proper Proportion and Size

3. Shrink them down from the Vantage Point and Place them into The Vector relative to You — Are they more or less Mature than you?

4. Identify their “Bigger-Than-Life Magic Tricks”

5. Reflect how often they boasted what they could do

6. Reflect on how often they “offered to help” you when you didn’t really need or want it or even ask

7. Notice how much they “Play The Hero” after you did the work they take credit for

It’s you realizing how much you DO “stand over them” after all, which is really you just “being further along on the Hierarchical Vector” than they wanted you to believe.

They are preventing you from Measuring their Knowledge and True Skills. And when you realize their True placement in the Vector, you realize they had NO BUSINESS teaching YOU at all.

That is REALLY what this is.

You realize they had NO BUSINESS teaching YOU at all. You realize you were an adult forced into a Kindergarten Chair while the 5 year old stands on a stool to tower over you — but only if you’re sitting — and getting angry every time you stand up.

Stand Up.

Measure them.

What is their True Height in relativity to you? Go back to the Beginning when you first met them. Who was “Taller?” Measure them again.

What is their True Height?

“Show me the Truth” is a very powerful Mantra.

Sometimes you have so much smoke and mirror show that you can’t tell what the Truth is.

How much they take from you is how much they are collecting from you to feel safe from you. Measure how much they took from you. They were siphoning your Vantage behind your back to push themselves up and pull you down so they can stand on equal footing with you.

Or… Are you just dealing with a “Dead Squirrel Dramatization?” compounded with the Smoke and Mirror Mask Show? The Borderline Personality Disorder Narcissist Act. “Play Dead” while they Siphon the Advantage while they boast themselves up and then they Scam and Run when “their gig is up.”

This is Mathematical Manipulation. It is one of the most brutal Tactics.

It is 100% Vantage Talking Manipulation because the moment they step into the Vector and you access your Scalar, their “gig is up.”

Zoom Out.

Just look at the Vantage Manipulation. It doesn’t matter if they Manipulate The Vantage once, twice, or four times… They may even “play student” and lay down in the Vector, but don’t you dare touch The Scalar.

And if you do, they run and become scarce. You operating the Scalar in your Perspective Scope is your Power. That is your Mind’s Eye that allows you to See Truth and Lie well enough to Measure it.

Confusion is The “Jamming” of your Scalar Scope. Your Scalar Scope, when “jammed,” blinds you.

Look for the Fawning.

The Subconscious Mind “gets jammed” because of one Logical Fallacy.

“Peer Talk.”

If they are not The Author then they don’t know. If they DIDN’T say it, it is because they are at the Intuition Stage #1 and Intuition Stage #2 of Comprehension. BECAUSE they are not at Logic, Math, and Physics levels.

I had one person, she jammed my Scope. I can feel it. I can’t “move my scope” to the right position to “see” her Truth. I’m trying and my scope won’t move. One thing she said and didn’t “jammed it.”

Post Article Notes : She used “The Super Hero” to jam my scope so I couldn’t see her Damsel. She blinded me to her Damsel to protect the Damsel.

One thing “jammed it,” which prevents my scope from moving. It’s hurting me now because I’ve since grown and my Scope has to Move — Freedom — but I’m blind and the Scope not moving is “Stunting” my growth.

Post Article Notes : Freedom is Mandatory for Nourishment and a “Jammed Scope” will prevent Nourishment the more you Mature through the Ethics. I finally reach Level 95 where the Jam she caused was officially “too painful to not resolve.” Which is why I had to return to this. It reminds me of… Outgrowing my Clothes? Exact same thing, which implies… We outgrow out Logical Fallacies and Lies — or we don’t Grow at all. Must review this later and in greater depth.

She collects Slaves and tethers them to her, making them “require” her and depend on her while also making you feel bad for needing her and depending on her.

And then she plays the Victim, the Innocent, and the “I want to get better” which is her staged Performance to tie another tether around you.

And then she vanishes you with Neglect. It’s the Neglect. So you need her while she neglects you, leaving you dependent upon her in her absence. And then when she comes back, she plays the Dead Squirrel routine and makes you feel guilty for “bothering her” for needing the assistance that she set up, to tether you in dependence to her while she pretended she was doing you a favor.

Playing the Hero and the Damsel at the same time.

Wow.

I got it. Case Study #2 of mine was Stage #3 of Borderline Personality Disorder. Holy Shit. I was only seeing her “Super Hero” while she Mastered the Skill of Hiding “The Damsel.”

She Mastered the Skill of Hiding the Damsel.

Stage #3’s only Hide the Super Hero. She, for whatever reason, hid The Damsel. Wow!

Her Words were the Super Hero and Victim-Playing Squirrel, but the whining and the Body Language were the Damsel.

And then she “diagnosed” herself as “cured” when she was still VERY Mentally Ill. She ONLY wanted her PTSD cured and not her Narcissism. She brought me in to resolve only her PTSD. But after that, when I addresses her Narcissism, she cut me off. Fascinating.

Post Article Notes : Only the nightmares caused her Discomfort. She still lives comfortably with her Narcissism.

She didn’t want me to see the Borderline Personality Disorder. That is what she was hiding from me. She has both Borderline Personality Disorder and Narcissism.

Complex Narcissism. THAT is what she has. Complex Narcissism. There is a Third one in there. I See it.

Borderline Damsel Stage #3, Super Hero Stage #3, Addiction. That is what I was looking at. She was hiding her Addiction. Hence the Level #7 Hoarding in her home.

Which means Narcissism can be Complex.

In all my Narcissist studies :

The Super Hero plays the Villain — Creating the Crisis to Save people Or…

The Damsel “Tops from The Bottom.” — The Very Capable “Incapable” who abuses their Caretakers

But in her case The Super Hero “Tops from The Bottom.” This is — Scientifically — Extraordinary!

Now the Math… I already have the Math of the other two. This one would be a modification. An integration of both equations.

“If I am Needed, then I am Loved.” Results from the Over-Parenting Parent with “If I Need You, then I am Loved” Clause. Results in Super Hero Child.

“If I Need You, then I am Loved.” Results from Neglectful Parenting who only “bothered” with Children when it suited the Parent’s Need. Results in Damsel Child.

If I am Needed AND If I Need You, then I am Loved.”

“Nourishment,” in her case, means Both Conditions must be met. She had a Neglectful and an Over-Parenting Parent. Which is Borderline. Binge-Purge Parenting.

This means Borderline is not “late onset in teens” Condition as it is currently believed. It means it CAN develop in early Childhood also. The Borderline Child. Occam’s Razor.

Post Article Notes : Case Study #2 was raped since Infancy and up and was a combat vet with PTSD for 20 years. After 2 Sessions, PTSD was resolved with no Nightmares or PTSD Side Effects. Lives in a Pedophile Community where children are trafficked and traded as currency.

That’s why I couldn’t catch it until now! I had to reach the 95th Level of Consciousness to control that much Scalar to flip this one around to look at it from the Underside just to see what she had done.

The Super Hero “Tops from The Bottom.”

Super Hero is safer than Damsel. She uses the Super Hero to protect her own Damsel. Oh, :( She was that hurt. There is the Truth I could feel. She’s actually a Damsel who “Tops from The Bottom,” but it wasn’t even safe enough for her to be The Damsel. Not even Safe enough to “Need” Others.

Post Article Notes : And that line, she has said to me many times. “Not safe enough to need others.” But that is one of her “Love” Criteria. Not safe enough to “Love.” So she adds on the Double Super Hero for “Nourishment” … Hence the Hoarding.

So she adopted the Super Hero to hide her Damsel. That is a lot of Self Love there. That is Double The Love. It’s as if her trauma re-wiring in her brain began Mode “A” for Narcissism Damsel, then mid-way through the Program, it changed the order to Mode “B” and she ended up with a Compound.

She’s a “Damsel” in disguise as a Superhero.

She pushed me away when I began working on the Narcissism. Her lies would not work. I was too Skilled to buy any of her lies. That is when she pushed me away. I would not buy her Lies.

Lie Buying

If you buy a Person’s Lies, they will keep you. If you don’t buy a Narcissist’s Lies, you are considered too dangerous and they will keep you or harm you relative to their Danger levels.

Solution : Submission to Embrace the Damsel and Ask for help. To put down the Warrior.

Exposure Therapy. 7th Ethic. Retraining the Mind to “Put down the War.” Safe to know your Secrets.

“It’s safe to know the Secret.” That is the same Defense that we see in Multiple Personality Disorder. EXACT SAME defense. Why do we do that?

Rule #1 of Multiples, you DON’T TELL the person they have Multiples. Why would you do that with a Narcissist? You should NEVER TELL A NARCISSIST they have Narcissism.

The Secret is the Defense. All you can do is make them feel safe enough to “drop their guard naturally.”

Tell them you Love differently.

I’m burned out. I need to take a break.

Post Article Notes : I am reviewing my own Perspectives Scope and my ability to review Case Study #2 for proper measurement and labelling. Accomplished. I can now assess her, evaluate her accurately, and place her in the Vector, relative to the Self. The Math adds up.

It is as if Incorrect Math now also hurts me due to Cognitive Dissonance. Apparently, I can also feel “Imbalanced Math” now also. That is new. before, I could only feel Logic / Logical Fallacy and Physics In Phase / Out-of-Phase Signals. Now, I can feel False Math Balanced Equations vs. Imbalanced Equations. Good to know.

8 April 2025 (1 of 8)

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